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I'm the luckiest person in the world. For so many reasons. And I feel lucky and honored and happy, for once. I love ...everything right now. Minus certain person, but it's things that have happened after that whole thing that makes other things even better.

Alexi, that mash up you made is the most perfect thing I've ever heard. I fell in love with you. Not to say I wasn't already in love, but you just fit all that's right with the world into one... Just like yourself. I love you forever, and you have to know that I love you like air. I love laughing and singing and dancing and eating and writing and playing and drawing and sleeping and walking and talking with you. You are gold, and I love you. You've made me the happiest person in the world, and I can't imagine what I was like without you. Wubz, I can't lose you.

Livvy, you never cease to be that extra something I've ever needed. You're my sunshine, and ... tits ;) If I could, I would eat lo mein with you every day of my life, but bodies and twerking might get in the way and I can't eat sandwiches with my feet. I hope I don't hold ya back from the things you want, but I love you and love holding your hand and spinning and ...*trails off here for reasons*... Point is, you're magic.

Contah, you're beautiful and deserve so much. It's all in your power, but you can't be afraid about it. You have everything going for you, and I know you want it, so just take it. On a side note, I wish I could be your perfect guy. I know it would work out between us because we already do, minus the really good stuff.

Ty, ...this seems like a good place to put yours after all these leading ladies... You're everything. I love you so much. You know when I'm up and when I'm down and how to make me freak and flutter. I'm happier because of you, if that's even possible. I love the things you can do for me even from far away. I don't know how you do what you do, but I want to figure it out so badly by your side. You are warmth and strength and love and country and height and joy. I hope you know that this all exists already.

Yeahh I can't handle smiling much longer, so I'm going to stop there for today and pick up later. You'll all see your name here at some point, but this is it for now. Thank you all for making me feel lucky and loved, and luckily loved and lovely lucked. That made no sense, but you love me, so it's ok. Thank you for the joy and thank you for being mine.