"Time does not exist in my universe." -Eddie Miller

Musical is over. So much has happened over even the past week that it feels like time moves so slowly. However, if you think in general terms, time moves so fast, as Eddie has said perfectly, between belches in his speech.

During the show, I was on the verge of crying. Every song that I ever liked, I had to dance and sing along because I knew it would never happen again, except when we go to the Benedum by winning the Gene Kelly Award. It was hard letting it go, but do-able.

I could not stand it during the cast party. Granted, I hardly cried, but it's still upsetting. These are a few things that I need to remember...
Post title quote... Enjoy every moment. No matter what.
Connor cries a lot. But I'm her best friend, and she's mine. "Ditto."
Amber Flevaris, I never took her as one person that would ever impact me, at least not in the way she has done in this past week and while everyone was hugging, while I was hugging her, and now while I tear up thinking about it. She told me something along the lines of, "Kaylene! You should know that I think you have one of the prettiest little voices ever. I love you. If you ever need anything, call me. If you need anything, even at like three in the morning, call me, and I will come." (Me: "I don't even have your number!") "I'll write it everywhere so you have it." And we hug, and that gives me the confidence I actually think I need. And I can now say, as I am seriously crying, that I love her. She inspires me. She's such an unexpected source, but she is wonderful. I have no clue why it took me so long to figure that out, but I regret that I didn't before. Thank you, Amber. I will always cherish you for this. And will definitely call her, and hug her every day I see her. It's a promise.
Eddie Miller is probably the only person that will ever be able to hug me, pick me up, spin me around, and still be able to smile, and intimidate me. But I love him anyway. Thanks Eddie. And thanks for being our Edna. :)

Thanks to the cast for being amazing. I know we will win Gene Kelly Awards, but it will never ever be the same. I never felt loved until I can actually come back and reflect on it a little now. That sucks that I can't even tell them, but they can read this. I do actually love them all.